Friends Foes and Friendimies

Do you know the differnce between your friends. Theres always the one you call late at night who even though is half asleep will listen to you cry or rant or lay out your heart. Then theres the one who you hang out with because everyone else is busy. Theres the one who you keep around that may be less pretty or heavier to make you feel better bout yourself. No matter what your crowd is you hang out with or who your friends are, tread lightly.

life is not all rainbows and sunshine

life can hand you alot of  lemons what you choose to do with those lemons can make or break your future. My lemons, i hope to make sweet lemonade with. I hope to add sugar and love and family and friends to it and serve it at that all american dream white picket fence house. But with reality we all know, even though we were raised to believe we will all go to heaven and live in tht big white picket fence home where everything is perfect, we have to realise what is a dream what is reality and what we can make for ourselves.

frustrated

this is my first post n its mainly me venting. Im extremly frustrated, my boyfriends family is very...how should i word this.....family orientended, over smothering...idk..its nothing tht im use to, i came from a broken family. i had my beautiful daughter Gabriella january 28th this year shes about to be 6 months old, an i want her to have all the family she can,. but me personally, im jus not use to it, and i feel as if they push it on me to jus accept it and get use to and close the doors to my past n jus walk through the doors to the future. I just dont know how to, it is hard for me. Words that could sum up how i feel it would be scared, guarded, afraid, mad etc.